Saturday, December 21, 2019

NO IS THE WORD.

They say; you ain't cool enough
They say; be like us and do like us
They say; where are you from?
They say; you act like a 300years Tajikistani granny.

You insult yourself when you try to be like others.
No one else can be like you
Build your style and make it a brand
And say no to peer pressure.

It leads you down the aisle,
And leave you there to be crushed
Accept your strength and weakness
And always be the best version of you.

Cos, no one else can do you like you.
Love yourself folks!
Chryss 

Wednesday, December 18, 2019

ZION, RISE UP!

Cuddling religion we do,
Sleeping on the bed of laziness,
Waking up on the bed of lost purpose.

Earth's hope we be,
Chasing materialism
Using the gospel
For personal ambition.

What is the purpose of light
If it doesn't shine?
What is the purpose of salt
If it lost its savour?

There be land to conquer
There be lives to touch
There be land to occupy
There be lives to save

DROWNING

Overwhelmed with life
Living in the future.
Drowned in self pity
Living in the past.

The world is bigger than where you are
Don't bring it down to your status quo.
All you can't find here;
Money, love, joy, muse, 
Is in abundance in some place.

Time and space has all you need
As you pray for these
Also get ready to handle them.

Don't get drowned and overwhelmed
Just enjoy the process and keep it at,
Someday, what you want would beg to have you
Just enjoy yourself daily
You're more beautiful than you've discovered.
Chryss 

Monday, December 16, 2019

WHAT I LEARNT TODAY.

There are three entities that seek our attention.

The person we are,
The person we want to be, and
The person we should be.

The person we are is a function of life's experiences and our fallen nature
The person we want to be is influenced by what we see, our idols and social media.

The person we should be is birthed in purpose
Furnished by process
Refined in our mistakes
And sculpted by time and patience.

Embrace purpose in it you'll find your person.
Don't be a counterfeit, be an original!
Chryss.

Tuesday, December 10, 2019

WHAT DO I SAY TO HER....

Truly Dad was right,
Women are different spices
Siblings with sensitivity
Garnished with emotionality

Truly dad was right,
Think before you say a word
They see beyond what you say
They only see what they want to believe

Truly he was right,
They act like vixen
But soft as the shadows
Mere words; can make them sober

Oh ye men!
It is not cool to explore their feeble mind
They are not sex tools
But the purest form of love.

As you go,
Learn to accept and love their fragility
In this;
You'll be a man of honour

Smile when she's agitated
Laugh when she has no clue
Sigh when she nags
Embrace her when she gets scared
Be a man; when she's a woman.
Chryss.

A WORLD IN DESPAIR

Religion everywhere people trippin' in
We believe so blindly like a Friday night
Whether we're headed the wrong way
We don't care.

We travel a million miles per hour in a wrong direction.
We seek to be politically correct;
But we end up being hypocrites and double standard folks

Humanity is hung on the tree of despair
As we parade our shame like fame
What we call gods and idols
Are actually a long term grave swallowing our being.

Drenched in the blood of rationality
We rationalize fantasies
And say no to reality

We need light in our ideology
Beams of grace and truth;
From the realm above all realms

Dear Dad;
Shine your light on us.
Chryss

Monday, December 9, 2019

GIRL 'O' PHOBIA

Imagine a world without women,
Complication wouldn't be in the dictionary.
Fancy and classic would be a foul 
Everything would be ungirlish.

Imagine a world full of men,
Complacency would be king
Peace and quietness would be the crown prince
Because; no lady to buzz up their rims.
All would live in a community of bromance.

Misogyny and feminism ain't a way.
We need women be women
We need men be men
Equal right is a Tim Buktu

Let us be us
In it we find our uniqueness
No gender is better
Cos; we all compliment each other.
Accept and ove you for you
In it; we can drive the world to a place of rest.
Chryss.

Sunday, December 8, 2019

MRS RIGHT

Beautiful bright eyes glowing through those sockets
Spicy, hot lips that make her words tasty.
Sexy long bones that make her steps dandy
Caramel shiny skin, that makes her touch soothing.

Daily; I sat me down on the bed of fantasy
Dreaming and hoping 
For you to come through
And add life to my dreams.

We'll go to the place were the ocean roars
And make tents with pines and olives
Make babies and tend to our flocks
Till they be like the flocks and gazelles of Kedar.

But bros; 
No be so nah
E no bad to get this kind dream
But wethin you get wey you fit give am?

As you go through life
First get a life
Then you can give life
To the lady meant for you for life.

To get a Mrs right
Be Mr right.
To make things alright
Make yourself alright.

Saturday, December 7, 2019

WHY DO WE....

We search for happiness where we lost it
We hang on to memories that hurt us
We love to get what we can't have
We seek attention from folks that don't care about us

We want to be loved
But we run to those that use us
We want to feel special and valued
We clique with those that look down on us

Our journey on earth is thus;
We are human, mystery beings on time's hem
Created for value and for love
Encrypted with the desire to desire.

As you go
Love yourself and glow
And everything you need to grow
Before your face twill all blow.
Chryss

Friday, December 6, 2019

HE IS SO SHY

she smiled at you
You looked away
She grinned at you
You got nervous and shrinked
She walked towards you
Your heart skipped 
She spoke to you
You stammered and shimmered
She got confused and left
You sang songs of "I should have told her how I feel"

You got home and texted
She replied
You got so happy and engaged more
She kept the flow and conversed
You expressed the feelings with words
She grabbed but wasn't impressed
Your heart broke cos
She said "why can't you talk to me whenever you see me?"

Little do you know
How much I want to say to you
But your ambiance and savour
Makes me whimpy and a sissy
You know; I'm just a shy guy
With a pen and imagination
Which without; i am nothing

Thursday, December 5, 2019

SHE MADE ME A SPIDER

Long before now;
I lay fallow on mama's Breast
Pampering my milk teeth
Taking orders from the house keepers
Whilst I wet my pants
Long before now,
I am scared of the wild
Praying for a prey
Whilst the game is ripe
For me to hunt.
But now;
I found a smile that made me manly
It ditched my girlish attitudes
And took me to the pinnacle of manhood
To be a son in the throne room
I found me in you.

Just like a spider
I don't need the external environment
To build us a tent
You made me understand
All I ever needed to be a success
Are embedded 
In me.
To this end, I'll love you forever!

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

A POEM FOR YOU

Would you be my writer and decide the words i say?
Would you be my voice and speak the words on my mind?
Would you be the melody that adds rythmn to my life?
Would you be the ears that listen to my sad songs?
I sat me down, watching the snow fall solemly
My heart skipping to the rythmn of your smile 
Which inspired me wanting  to be the next Ukrainian Pushkin
Grace and peace are abound in your laughter 
The winter is here, my heart is cold
In Your warmth and ambiance 
I wanna lay my muse.
Yours truly. 
Chryss

Saturday, November 30, 2019

OH MY BLONDE BEAUTY

It was my dream to have a blonde girl
But i never had the resource to concierge their want.
It was my dream to have a blonde girl with blue eyes
But i never had the boldness to approach them. So,
I settled for a brunette girl
Cos, she was readily available. 
But; 
Life took me to the place where lots of blonde wanted me.
But; i was already committed to my kind brunette 
Not because i wanted her
But because i was so lonely and needed a companion.
As you journey; don't let loneliness make you chose the wrong folk.
Cos if you be patience; your kind will come.

Thursday, November 28, 2019

I THOUGHT SUICIDE.

I enjoy every sunset
It hides my misery
I hated sunrise
It exposes my misery. 
My will to live is overpowered by my will to die.
The sound of death brings comfort to my aching soul.
Flaws, weakness and misery abound.
But wisdom says;
You're a coward if you chose death to escape suffering.
Your gift to life should be to live long enough to enjoy all it offers 
Suicide is for the weak in heart 
Who hide under the bushel of "oh I'm so miserable "
My counsel is to live long enough 
And face your weakness like the gallants.
Suicide ain't an option folks 
Chryss. .  

Wednesday, November 27, 2019

DADDY SAYS:

Son,
You have to enjoy being lonely
Because in its concierge, you find yourself. 
Son,
You alone can make yourself happy
Cos such happiness lasts.
Son,
Don't be scared to announce your dreams
Cos, it magnets like minded folks.
Son,
Don't waste time searching for the right people
Be dedicated to self, and the right people would show up.
Son, 
Never forget this three entities as you journey 
Family, self and purpose.

Sunday, November 24, 2019

FOR POETS LIKE ME.

We see muse in pains 
It takes us deep to the faculty of imagination 
We find solace in misery
Cos, only then, the pen is brewed with emotional dirge.
Truly, frankly and candidly;
When we lose the muse from pain
Only then can we find the muse in purpose
Purpose preceeds pain
Find your muse for writing in purpose 
Only then, can poetry lead.

We are poets
Imagination's best pet

Chryss

Saturday, November 23, 2019

IF I COULD BE STRONG.

All i see around me are opportunities
Life waiting to be lived
Lives waiting to hear my voice 
Packs waiting to hear my ROAR!
The sober tears of weakness 
As i lay paralysed from my duty
The opportunities and grace are abound 
But the modicum of gusto to be strong; i can't find.
If i could be strong,
I'll live the best life
Be an encouragement to folks 
And be a deity in my empire. 
But; sadly, i lay on bed of weakness, wishing death could end the agony.
To live is devine, to be weak is a curse.
Dear Dad,
Help me be strong; if you be there. 

Thursday, November 21, 2019

IF I WHERE YOU.

If i were you, I'd have given up on me
If i were you, I'd would have cast me into darkness 
If i were you, I'd have taking away all investment on me
If i were you, I'd taken from me all kindness.

I say to me I'm beyond repairs 
You say; I am en route getting better.
I say to me i deserve to be in chains
You say; I am more beautiful than i know

You see the beauty in me
You see the person i could be
You heal me from heartaches
You make me drink from your love lakes.

You are the one who stays

Tuesday, November 19, 2019

She says;

Hello from the other side dear ex
Since Chris never told you my Zero thoughts toward you.
I took Emeli's advice to let you read all about it.

You left a blank space and i gave my heart a break 
Though we were 22 and filled with bad blood
But Taylor said its not a reason to be so mean to me.
So; its too late to say sorry ex.

in case you still have hope on us
You are just dreaming in a dark paradise 
Cos, i met a fallen angel
Who loves the brown skin girl
And always says I'm perfect.

Deal with your heart attack.
Lotus.
Chryss


Monday, November 18, 2019

I caught you off!


Sometimes i be living in the past 
Singing memories like Maroon 5
Sometimes i be wanting something sweet
Hoping a justin beiber would be your boyfriend.

I try my best to act like i don't care
But it pains me to see Shawn call her Seniorita
Selena told me i need to Lose you to love me
But i kept hearing James shout "say you won't let go"

My heart keeps seeing Photograph 
Which makes all of me break
I  will be needing stitches
Babe, you're half of me.

Heart broken chryss.

Sunday, November 17, 2019

WHY AM I DISTRACTED?


Everyday; i wake up on the bed of purpose 
Adrenaline to be a good-jobber
Bubbling within my inside
Cooking ideas that the world is in dearth need of.

The result thereof is a good me;
Determined to shine light to darkness
And virtue to virtues.
And be the man I long to be.

But: 
When i walk the street 
Hoping  to see what i envisioned;
And live to see my vision unleashed.

All i see is Necromancers of distraction 
Garnished with the Totem of immorality
Keeping the lion in me in a den
To entertain the Daniel of self destruction. 

All i see is a weak folk 
To weak to get what he wants
And say goodbye;
To what he doesn't need. 

I am Filled with light,
But Darkened by darkness.
I am filled with purpose and talent,
But stimulated by confusion.

Oh my world!
Really in need of who'd show me the way
Cos through the woods I've lost the wool to heal my wounded soul
Daily as i live; i die in pains
Pains of finding who i am.

I feel like a wasted investment 
The master has invested much on me 
I feel like life has no meaning
The master's expectation on me is gone fallow.

As a clotpole is to a prince
So am i to the Godhead
As a bone is to an aardvark
So am i to the master.

Deep within me lies huge love 
But courage to show i can't find
Deep within me lies purpose and talent
But the muse to unleash; that, i can't find.

I've come to end of self effort
Dropped off the journey
I lay me down in weary land where no muse is.
From whence my agony cometh from.

Dear God,
If you be out there
And you have use of my purpose and muse
Send help and light to my soul
Lest i perish. 

My would be vain
If i can't use my talent for your name
Open up the doors
And let me in

Let me dine with wine with you
So the lazy swine in me wouldn't delight in the disgusting wine of immorality
Help me Lord


Sunday, November 3, 2019

THERE LIES YOUR DESTINY


I lay me down next to the gaze of purpose
To uncover the enigma it uphold 
Along the path of patient
Where the work of Grace is seen.

I hide my face to words I can't understand and act strongly to feelings I don't understand
I'm in the midst of something big
Uncovering why I was created

Daily I feel the urge to do something
To change something and make better my kinsmen
And updold the morals and honour
Of our fallen heores

Who saw our future and fought
Against all odds they fought
Hoping to win a lost battle

Now a generation of vipers has risen
Blinded by the darkness from the social media
Who glory in their shame
And find solace in nakedness

Zion let's rise up
Take the word to our cosmos
Humanity needs help
Let's champion her release.

But we lay and watch
And lift up lazy hands to the father
Praying for rapture
And using his grace for personal ambition

We pray for cars
We pray for houses
We pray for good family
We left our primary habitat to be controlled by vipers.

Let's gird our loins
And embrace the word
There lies our destiny

To the world and for the world
I weild my sword
Against the emblems of satanism
Till humanity sees Jesus in his ideology.

Friday, October 18, 2019

НОВАЯ ФАЗА НОВОЕ ЛИЦО



Давно за пределами моего воображения
Я искал свободу от осуждения
Рыдая в высотах искупления 
От посягающего приговора

Пресыщенный поражениями, запертый в тюрме
Созданной из оболочек деятельности
Я прошел сквозь своё детсво
Пропитываясь всем своим опытом и желанием

В ловушке в чулане
На кругах мышления
Играют мои неудачи громко, как в наушниках
С коробкой манипуляций замкнутой в математическом наборе 

Во всем этом 
Я  нашел/ я искал основу 

Я странник
Земля является временным пунктом
Я как дым
Чьим источником является Яхве

Люди действуют на меня 
Но не будут определять моë отношение к жизни
Установленное мнение о вещах
Не будет определять мое мышление

Я живу выше царства
Где погружаются все небеса
Над чувством времени
Кодирующим линии бессмертия

Взгляни за пределы своей депрессии
И увидешь новый мир возможностей
Загляни за пределы сценария скорбных песен 
И увидешь новый сценарий счастья

Что ты видишь
Воспламеняй свое чувство мира
Что вы чувствуете
Воспламеняй чувствительности движение вокруг мира чувств 

Я странник,
И я живу как одиночка.

Sunday, August 18, 2019

All I EVER WANTED


The walls in my mind prick my soul
They make tears flow like a fountain of pain
As they keep me locked out from the ideal personality 
I long to unfold to the ends of the earth.

I live in a vague world 
Captured by the illusions of vague personality
Haunted by the decision i made
The decision to be a salt to my folks.

Am i wrong to choose the good path?
Am i wrong for having good intentions?
Why do i face so much trials?
Why has the evil realm taken me as prey for slaughter?

The way to being good ain't straight but strait
Making the choice to follow that path unlocks straits

Why is it so difficult to do good ?

All i wanted is:
To be a man, husband and a father 

Unleashing my swift imagination 
And salting the earth
With bundles of beam
Flaunting Christ's victory in the spectrum of man's imagination 

Sunday, July 7, 2019

The Secret place


I sat me down on a dry and tasty land
Where no water is; where imagination is void and all my thoughts play chords that agitates my internal disposition.

We plight through life's trade like zombies
Literally; having no tracks of our our steps
Being isolated from the happenings of the world beyond 
And locked out from the communion with the trinity. 

Tis a global ish; portals of mysteries is being torn.
And princes invade the ideology of humanity 
But the sons of Zion go about the materialism hunt
Leaving the secret place lay fallow 

We get so busy with life 
And have no time for the light of life 
We go on chasing our tails
And running off  million miles off the rails 

Tis the father's delight 
To help us carry a burden 
As we build a rapport with him
In the secret place 

Beholding his beautiful bright eyes
Spicy red hot lips that makes his words so lovely 
Enjoying the eventide fun
As we lay on his wide broad chest 
And see how vague life could be without him in it

As you ply
Amdist the sly
If you want to fly
Come up to his sky
And end the fruitless try. 

Chryss.

Monday, February 11, 2019

When I Was A Nerd.


Sometimes we just look at out past experiences and smile at how far we've gone from the funny moment of livelihood. 
Sometimes we also feel we could go back to those days, seeing how far the world has deviated from it's moral norms. 

I was so young and only strong to words I could not understand. As the waves of peer pressure take me on a rollercoaster's ride.
And the hormonal vibes didn't help at all.

You know, high school thrill; everyone had a crush or a boyfriend or a girlfriend. But my world was in a realm beyond those realities. 

One moment I am with my friends and the next, they disappear to go meet their girlfriends or mess around with some hot chicks; and they leave me alone in a world of isolation like a yeti. 

It makes me so nervous and I felt so lonely.
 
I had a crush on a damsel but she doesn't know I even exist. 
All I do is just stand and give her a " oh how much I love you " look. 
And when she looks at me, I feel surge of electricity that makes my body shake like I have a Parkinson's disease. 

One faithful day, we went for a biology practical at the laboratory. 
And mehn! She was just so perfect, my eyes could not just ......

Then Daniel one of my friend noticed how I am just so focused to this beautiful damsel like she's my specimen. 

" go talk to her bro.... "

I looked at him like I wanted to say" hey dude, are you crazy? She will not even look at me"

Little did I know it was a begining of something crazy. 

Stupidity looms in my court, but I was just so vulnurable. 

I feel crazy writing this...

Oh my!!!!

Why am I doing this, my love for writing has sold me out. 

But I'll nonetheless....

But not today, maybe tomorrow. 


To my unborn Rachel


As you rest in my bosom
And a seed yet to be planted
Although I have seen you
And indeed you are a beautiful child. 

So, I took my time to write this for you
Hoping someday you, mum and I will read it together
As we cheer on your bed
And give you kisses of love. 

We will always tell you stories
Most of how we built our love
On trust and purpose
And became great minds you can be proud of. 

I grew from depression
Until God blessed me with mum
And she became a light 
Through which I found myself. 

She made me wanna be a good man and a father
And her smile made me healthy. 
It was a long way from here

I wish you will have a good heart like mum
And help broken heart mend
With kisses of hope

Although, am not proud of most of my actions
But love held me up
And I let go off depression
And became a hero. 

Never forget this;
You have a reason to live
And love spices up your journey

Just like Isaac met his purpose in Rachel
I hope you lead this world to Jacob
Who will send God's people to the promise land. 

I love you Rachel...

Love Like Raindrop.



The warmth of companionship
The sweetness of kiss
The Highness of emotion
And the thought of being lost 

As long as I have you,
I don't need much. 
I'll hide under your shadows
And all life struggles doesn't matter

As long as I can have you kiss
And feel the warmth of your chest on me
And have your arms fill up my rims
That's all I ever need

I'll rather live with you in a lonely island
Than living without you in a golden mansion
You are my passion
And my reason for existence
And my whole devotion.

As we flow through life
I'll always be your laughter
And bring down raindrop of love
Till we be drowned by the thrills of love. 

Even if we can't find heaven
I'll walk through hell with you. 
It's just a feeling I wanna pour out 
To you my beautiful angel

You know,
Beautiful brown eyes
Spicy red hot lips
You alone has these feature

I'll stand by you baby. 

Sunday, January 6, 2019

LIVING LIKE LOW LIFE.


Its all about king cowardetus
Best friends with confusydetus
In a Parliament of wickedetus
And the commander is strongdetus. 

A huge mistake
When holy things
Are given to pigs
Meddling around in the mud. 

Huge task
Placed on cowards
Golden relics
Placed on the alter of foolishness. 

They say;

We will keep drinking
Catching the vibes of life
Till we vanish like the smoke
To a world of no enjoyment. 

Life is short and fun
We will enjoy all of it
Life is full of goodies
We just can't let go for hardwork. 

What's the need to work hard
When we can just sleep and have fun
Survive everyday 
Than running round the street chasing purpose. 

Purpose is vague 
It has put men in confusion
They pace round and round
Not pausing to have some rest. 

Wisdom says;
Before the earth came you lived
You lived in my imagination
I breeded you in my light
Ifeed you with wisdom

When time came
For humanity to feel your wiz
I called you up to the earth
To plant the little seed I gave you. 

But you neglect the gentle nudges in your spirit
To dine in wine with lazy swine
You neglect your reason
To chase old fables

Sleeping on the bed of drunkuness
And waking up on the bed of formication
Dispersing misery upon lives
And filling up the earth with bastards. 

If we all can pursue his purpose
The earth will be better
If we all can let go off personal ambition
The earth will lip in joy. 

Look away from your wants
And look to the eyes of the earth.
Plant the seed of wisdom given to you. 
So light will rule forever. 

Chryss. 

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

CHRYSS AND VICKIE

Episode 1

Chryss






My eyes fixed to the ceiling
As I wander in my imagination
Where to navigate my life to
The next step to make

Where could I find the meaning of life
My life is just  like a puzzle,
Am seeking ways to solve
The more I try, the deeper I sink

I stand in between sadness and confusion
My confusion about life,
Keeps me in deep sadness
I just need a light to brighten up my plight.

Am that kind of guy,
Everyone sees to be bright
But my secrets and lifestyle
Has nothing to do with my reputation

I walk the street
Giving everyone a smile
As they herald my personality
And painting a vague picture of my personality


But within me
Is an unruly evil
Dark as the night
Dinning with the devil

I want to be good
But evil always bang at my door
Winking at my actions
And dragging me hometown to depression.

Who am I?
Am I the good my society tag me
Or the evil I live with daily
This is a puzzle I want solved.

I look to the hill
To warm all my chill
And bring forth the thrill
That will heal my soul drill

All of nature's gift
To my soul drift
Can't even give me a lift
To heal my soul drift.

                             VICKIE



Life has being a blessing
As I flow victoriously
Life had being fun
As I flow triumphantly

Am full of cheer
And  I lite up a cold house
My personality is fire
And it transmit graciously

Each day is an opportunity for me
To bring cheer to people
I've got the good view I wanna share
And make everyone live in my world

Happiness starts from you
Its not a thing of external disposition
But how you control your emotion
And walk away from all that disturbs you

I live in a realm
Where I control my world
And have fun
Enjoying the gift of life

Am just a young girl
Who woke up on the good side of life
Far away from sadness
And all that attracts pains 

Ambitious and elegant
Sexy with beautiful brown eyes
And am all I could ever dream of
Self sufficient and I don't need much to happy

Just like Sia
Who love cheap trills;
I don't need dollar bills
To have fun in Asia

All I need is me.

Vickie and Chryss