OH MY BLONDE BEAUTY

It was my dream to have a blonde girl

But i never had the resource to concierge their want.

It was my dream to have a blonde girl with blue eyes

But i never had the boldness to approach them. So,

I settled for a brunette girl

Cos, she was readily available. 

But; 

Life took me to the place where lots of blonde wanted me.

But; i was already committed to my kind brunette 

Not because i wanted her

But because i was so lonely and needed a companion.

As you journey; don't let loneliness make you chose the wrong folk.

Cos if you be patience; your kind will come.

I THOUGHT SUICIDE.

I enjoy every sunset

It hides my misery

I hated sunrise

It exposes my misery. 

My will to live is overpowered by my will to die.

The sound of death brings comfort to my aching soul.

Flaws, weakness and misery abound.

But wisdom says;

You're a coward if you chose death to escape suffering.

Your gift to life should be to live long enough to enjoy all it offers 

Suicide is for the weak in heart 

Who hide under the bushel of "oh I'm so miserable "

My counsel is to live long enough 

And face your weakness like the gallants.

Suicide ain't an option folks 

Chryss. .  

DADDY SAYS:

Son,

You have to enjoy being lonely

Because in its concierge, you find yourself. 

Son,

You alone can make yourself happy

Cos such happiness lasts.

Son,

Don't be scared to announce your dreams

Cos, it magnets like minded folks.

Son,

Don't waste time searching for the right people

Be dedicated to self, and the right people would show up.

Son, 

Never forget this three entities as you journey 

Family, self and purpose.

FOR POETS LIKE ME.

We see muse in pains 

It takes us deep to the faculty of imagination 

We find solace in misery

Cos, only then, the pen is brewed with emotional dirge.

Truly, frankly and candidly;

When we lose the muse from pain

Only then can we find the muse in purpose

Purpose preceeds pain

Find your muse for writing in purpose 

Only then, can poetry lead.

We are poets

Imagination's best pet

Chryss

IF I COULD BE STRONG.

All i see around me are opportunities

Life waiting to be lived

Lives waiting to hear my voice 

Packs waiting to hear my ROAR!

The sober tears of weakness 

As i lay paralysed from my duty

The opportunities and grace are abound 

But the modicum of gusto to be strong; i can't find.

If i could be strong,

I'll live the best life

Be an encouragement to folks 

And be a deity in my empire. 

But; sadly, i lay on bed of weakness, wishing death could end the agony.

To live is devine, to be weak is a curse.

Dear Dad,

Help me be strong; if you be there. 

IF I WHERE YOU.

If i were you, I'd have given up on me

If i were you, I'd would have cast me into darkness 

If i were you, I'd have taking away all investment on me

If i were you, I'd taken from me all kindness.

I say to me I'm beyond repairs 

You say; I am en route getting better.

I say to me i deserve to be in chains

You say; I am more beautiful than i know

You see the beauty in me

You see the person i could be

You heal me from heartaches

You make me drink from your love lakes.

You are the one who stays

She says;

Hello from the other side dear ex

Since Chris never told you my Zero thoughts toward you.

I took Emeli's advice to let you read all about it.

You left a blank space and i gave my heart a break 

Though we were 22 and filled with bad blood

But Taylor said its not a reason to be so mean to me.

So; its too late to say sorry ex.

in case you still have hope on us

You are just dreaming in a dark paradise 

Cos, i met a fallen angel

Who loves the brown skin girl

And always says I'm perfect.

Deal with your heart attack.

Lotus.

Chryss

I caught you off!

Sometimes i be living in the past 

Singing memories like Maroon 5

Sometimes i be wanting something sweet

Hoping a justin beiber would be your boyfriend.

I try my best to act like i don't care

But it pains me to see Shawn call her Seniorita

Selena told me i need to Lose you to love me

But i kept hearing James shout "say you won't let go"

My heart keeps seeing Photograph 

Which makes all of me break

I  will be needing stitches

Babe, you're half of me.

Heart broken chryss.

WHY AM I DISTRACTED?

Everyday; i wake up on the bed of purpose 

Adrenaline to be a good-jobber

Bubbling within my inside

Cooking ideas that the world is in dearth need of.

The result thereof is a good me;

Determined to shine light to darkness

And virtue to virtues.

And be the man I long to be.

But: 

When i walk the street 

Hoping  to see what i envisioned;

And live to see my vision unleashed.

All i see is Necromancers of distraction 

Garnished with the Totem of immorality

Keeping the lion in me in a den

To entertain the Daniel of self destruction. 

All i see is a weak folk 

To weak to get what he wants

And say goodbye;

To what he doesn't need. 

I am Filled with light,

But Darkened by darkness.

I am filled with purpose and talent,

But stimulated by confusion.

Oh my world!

Really in need of who'd show me the way

Cos through the woods I've lost the wool to heal my wounded soul

Daily as i live; i die in pains

Pains of finding who i am.

I feel like a wasted investment 

The master has invested much on me 

I feel like life has no meaning

The master's expectation on me is gone fallow.

As a clotpole is to a prince

So am i to the Godhead

As a bone is to an aardvark

So am i to the master.

Deep within me lies huge love 

But courage to show i can't find

Deep within me lies purpose and talent

But the muse to unleash; that, i can't find.

I've come to end of self effort

Dropped off the journey

I lay me down in weary land where no muse is.

From whence my agony cometh from.

Dear God,

If you be out there

And you have use of my purpose and muse

Send help and light to my soul

Lest i perish. 

My would be vain

If i can't use my talent for your name

Open up the doors

And let me in

Let me dine with wine with you

So the lazy swine in me wouldn't delight in the disgusting wine of immorality

Help me Lord

THERE LIES YOUR DESTINY

I lay me down next to the gaze of purpose

To uncover the enigma it uphold 

Along the path of patient

Where the work of Grace is seen.

I hide my face to words I can't understand and act strongly to feelings I don't understand

I'm in the midst of something big

Uncovering why I was created

Daily I feel the urge to do something

To change something and make better my kinsmen

And updold the morals and honour

Of our fallen heores

Who saw our future and fought

Against all odds they fought

Hoping to win a lost battle

Now a generation of vipers has risen

Blinded by the darkness from the social media

Who glory in their shame

And find solace in nakedness

Zion let's rise up

Take the word to our cosmos

Humanity needs help

Let's champion her release.

But we lay and watch

And lift up lazy hands to the father

Praying for rapture

And using his grace for personal ambition

We pray for cars

We pray for houses

We pray for good family

We left our primary habitat to be controlled by vipers.

Let's gird our loins

And embrace the word

There lies our destiny

To the world and for the world

I weild my sword

Against the emblems of satanism

Till humanity sees Jesus in his ideology.