She says;

Hello from the other side dear ex

Since Chris never told you my Zero thoughts toward you.

I took Emeli's advice to let you read all about it.

You left a blank space and i gave my heart a break 

Though we were 22 and filled with bad blood

But Taylor said its not a reason to be so mean to me.

So; its too late to say sorry ex.

in case you still have hope on us

You are just dreaming in a dark paradise 

Cos, i met a fallen angel

Who loves the brown skin girl

And always says I'm perfect.

Deal with your heart attack.

Lotus.

Chryss

I caught you off!

Sometimes i be living in the past 

Singing memories like Maroon 5

Sometimes i be wanting something sweet

Hoping a justin beiber would be your boyfriend.

I try my best to act like i don't care

But it pains me to see Shawn call her Seniorita

Selena told me i need to Lose you to love me

But i kept hearing James shout "say you won't let go"

My heart keeps seeing Photograph 

Which makes all of me break

I  will be needing stitches

Babe, you're half of me.

Heart broken chryss.

WHY AM I DISTRACTED?

Everyday; i wake up on the bed of purpose 

Adrenaline to be a good-jobber

Bubbling within my inside

Cooking ideas that the world is in dearth need of.

The result thereof is a good me;

Determined to shine light to darkness

And virtue to virtues.

And be the man I long to be.

But: 

When i walk the street 

Hoping  to see what i envisioned;

And live to see my vision unleashed.

All i see is Necromancers of distraction 

Garnished with the Totem of immorality

Keeping the lion in me in a den

To entertain the Daniel of self destruction. 

All i see is a weak folk 

To weak to get what he wants

And say goodbye;

To what he doesn't need. 

I am Filled with light,

But Darkened by darkness.

I am filled with purpose and talent,

But stimulated by confusion.

Oh my world!

Really in need of who'd show me the way

Cos through the woods I've lost the wool to heal my wounded soul

Daily as i live; i die in pains

Pains of finding who i am.

I feel like a wasted investment 

The master has invested much on me 

I feel like life has no meaning

The master's expectation on me is gone fallow.

As a clotpole is to a prince

So am i to the Godhead

As a bone is to an aardvark

So am i to the master.

Deep within me lies huge love 

But courage to show i can't find

Deep within me lies purpose and talent

But the muse to unleash; that, i can't find.

I've come to end of self effort

Dropped off the journey

I lay me down in weary land where no muse is.

From whence my agony cometh from.

Dear God,

If you be out there

And you have use of my purpose and muse

Send help and light to my soul

Lest i perish. 

My would be vain

If i can't use my talent for your name

Open up the doors

And let me in

Let me dine with wine with you

So the lazy swine in me wouldn't delight in the disgusting wine of immorality

Help me Lord

THERE LIES YOUR DESTINY

I lay me down next to the gaze of purpose

To uncover the enigma it uphold 

Along the path of patient

Where the work of Grace is seen.

I hide my face to words I can't understand and act strongly to feelings I don't understand

I'm in the midst of something big

Uncovering why I was created

Daily I feel the urge to do something

To change something and make better my kinsmen

And updold the morals and honour

Of our fallen heores

Who saw our future and fought

Against all odds they fought

Hoping to win a lost battle

Now a generation of vipers has risen

Blinded by the darkness from the social media

Who glory in their shame

And find solace in nakedness

Zion let's rise up

Take the word to our cosmos

Humanity needs help

Let's champion her release.

But we lay and watch

And lift up lazy hands to the father

Praying for rapture

And using his grace for personal ambition

We pray for cars

We pray for houses

We pray for good family

We left our primary habitat to be controlled by vipers.

Let's gird our loins

And embrace the word

There lies our destiny

To the world and for the world

I weild my sword

Against the emblems of satanism

Till humanity sees Jesus in his ideology.

НОВАЯ ФАЗА НОВОЕ ЛИЦО

Давно за пределами моего воображения

Я искал свободу от осуждения

Рыдая в высотах искупления 

От посягающего приговора

Пресыщенный поражениями, запертый в тюрме

Созданной из оболочек деятельности

Я прошел сквозь своё детсво

Пропитываясь всем своим опытом и желанием

В ловушке в чулане

На кругах мышления

Играют мои неудачи громко, как в наушниках

С коробкой манипуляций замкнутой в математическом наборе 

Во всем этом 

Я  нашел/ я искал основу 

Я странник

Земля является временным пунктом

Я как дым

Чьим источником является Яхве

Люди действуют на меня 

Но не будут определять моë отношение к жизни

Установленное мнение о вещах

Не будет определять мое мышление

Я живу выше царства

Где погружаются все небеса

Над чувством времени

Кодирующим линии бессмертия

Взгляни за пределы своей депрессии

И увидешь новый мир возможностей

Загляни за пределы сценария скорбных песен 

И увидешь новый сценарий счастья

Что ты видишь

Воспламеняй свое чувство мира

Что вы чувствуете

Воспламеняй чувствительности движение вокруг мира чувств 

Я странник,

И я живу как одиночка.

All I EVER WANTED

The walls in my mind prick my soul

They make tears flow like a fountain of pain

As they keep me locked out from the ideal personality 

I long to unfold to the ends of the earth.

I live in a vague world 

Captured by the illusions of vague personality

Haunted by the decision i made

The decision to be a salt to my folks.

Am i wrong to choose the good path?

Am i wrong for having good intentions?

Why do i face so much trials?

Why has the evil realm taken me as prey for slaughter?

The way to being good ain't straight but strait

Making the choice to follow that path unlocks straits

Why is it so difficult to do good ?

All i wanted is:

To be a man, husband and a father 

Unleashing my swift imagination 

And salting the earth

With bundles of beam

Flaunting Christ's victory in the spectrum of man's imagination 

The Secret place

I sat me down on a dry and tasty land

Where no water is; where imagination is void and all my thoughts play chords that agitates my internal disposition.

We plight through life's trade like zombies

Literally; having no tracks of our our steps

Being isolated from the happenings of the world beyond 

And locked out from the communion with the trinity. 

Tis a global ish; portals of mysteries is being torn.

And princes invade the ideology of humanity 

But the sons of Zion go about the materialism hunt

Leaving the secret place lay fallow 

We get so busy with life 

And have no time for the light of life 

We go on chasing our tails

And running off  million miles off the rails 

Tis the father's delight 

To help us carry a burden 

As we build a rapport with him

In the secret place 

Beholding his beautiful bright eyes

Spicy red hot lips that makes his words so lovely 

Enjoying the eventide fun

As we lay on his wide broad chest 

And see how vague life could be without him in it

As you ply

Amdist the sly

If you want to fly

Come up to his sky

And end the fruitless try. 

Chryss.